可脑子里乱成一锅粥·············
乌七糟八的··········
其实也没有什么·······不过就是家人身体不安康·············自己到了年纪········还没有成家·········
放假没事儿干········在这里郁闷而已········
我知道··这世上不如我的人还有·········比我强的何止千万··········
我也知道，我的追求不高·········不过是想找一个看的过去的···能老老实实顾家过日子的···········
也就这样的·······今后尽孝······尽责········对付这过完这一生········
虽然也有梦想········比如想移民·········
虽然也会懒惰········比如今天在家呆一天········什么都不做········
但曾经的理想之一，从没改变·········
一生只想爱一个人·········谈一次恋爱···········和一个人终老一生·········
这些年，白云苍狗的·······
很多东西早就物是人非··········
爱一个人，谈一场恋爱，和一个人终老一生的想法，早就被现实中碰见的女人们击的粉碎·······
如今的我·······谈过三场恋爱········
每一次俺都是抱着和某个人终老一生的想法去努力·······但是······
每次都被逼着开始下一场恋爱·········
靠·········老子惹谁了···········
活着，本来就是一种幸福············
每个人对幸福的理解不一样·········在现下这个世道············
我真的不想为了物欲弄得自己蝇营狗苟的·············人，活的清淡一点儿··········不好吗···········
我从来就不理解女人结婚要房子的真正目的··········
说没地方住？靠·········两个人无论如何不会睡在马路上的··········
说有归宿感？日········没有男人，给你个空房···········你的归宿感估计就变成了怨妇感了吧·······
说为了房产？扯········好像就算离婚，房子也不会是女方一个人的········当然，现在很多房子都在父母名下··········离婚分的是家产，不是遗产············
说为了面子？去········面子不是用房子换来的·················
至于俺碰见的死活要新房不要旧房的女女们·················大姐们·····以后碰见俺就早点儿说···········别老哄着俺请客吃饭的··········没啥意思的··········
说实话·········俺觉得俺为人还行·······人品吧··········也说得过去······
可是，这些年总是磕磕碰碰的·········没有消停过······
反倒是身边那些狗屁不知道的党棍们·········没有想法的猪们·········个个比俺滋润········
连他妈勾搭已婚妇女这种事儿，也是丫们炫耀的资本之一········
我不想比较什么············我也知道自己的生活自己最有发言权·············
我更知道自己一直坚持的，给我带来一些痛苦的东西究竟价值在哪里·········
想想也是········我本应该没有什么好抱怨的·········
自己的收入虽然不是多高·········在自己的环境下，也算是很可以的了··········
应该知足·········老婆嘛········早晚会来··········
可是，今天老子心里就是不爽············烦透了···········
一个人呆在家里总是发慌················
日······
上面的话想到哪里写到哪里················不写了·········
要吃饭··········
这点儿字从饭前写到饭后··········
再不吃···饭就彻底凉了··············
