【08.10.12 法新社】胡佳妻子尽管害怕还是想说出来
【原文标题】China dissident Zeng says she wants to speak out despite fear
【原文标题】中国异见人士曾说尽管害怕她还是想说出来
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http://news.asiaone.com/News/Latest%2BNews/Asia/Story/A1Story20081012-93149.html【译者】荡漾
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BEIJING, CHINA - Chinese dissident Zeng Jinyan said on Friday that she wanted to keep speaking out on human rights but was afraid due to intimidation of her and her jailed husband, who had been tipped for the Nobel Peace Prize.
"I think that I will not give up on further efforts," Zeng said in a rare interview after silently sneaking downstairs from her third floor flat in the Bobo Freedom Village in Beijing to speak to an AFP reporter.
"But sometimes I hesitate," she said. "I can't make the decision because I am not completely sure about the risks I am facing.
"Who knows what will happen?"
The 25-year-old has used her Internet blog to challenge China over the detentions and current imprisonment of her husband, Hu Jia.
Hu, 35, had been considered one of the favourites to win the peace prize but the Norwegian Nobel Committee on Friday instead honoured Finnish peace mediator Martti Ahtisaari.
Talking nervously behind a gate in front of the back entrance of her flat, knowing she was being constantly watched, Zeng talked of her fear of speaking out but also the need to continue the fight for rights in China.
"A lot of people are scared (of speaking out). Even I have to make efforts to get rid of the fear, but if we are not serious about this, the end result will be even more terrifying," she said.
"Especially now that we have children, we have to think of them, of the next generation, as I really don't want my baby to lead the same life as me."
Zeng has been confined to her flat, where she lives with her 11-month-old daughter, under a form of unofficial house arrest.
During the Beijing Olympics in August, Zeng was taken away by authorities for 16 days to the coastal city of Dalian, in an apparent bid to prevent her activism embarrassing China during the Games.
Hu was jailed in April for three-and-a-half years on subversion charges, after he used blogs, emails, and interviews with foreign reporters to highlight various rights abuses in China.
He has campaigned against government abuses, environmental degradation and the plight of China's AIDS sufferers, but the Chinese government insists he is a criminal.
As she glanced constantly from left to right, Zeng said she was nervous about Hu's nomination for the peace prize, and sometimes still agonised over whether to continue the human rights fight.
She said authorities had once told her that if she did something wrong, Hu would suffer the consequences in prison.
"But there are rights that the constitution gave me, meeting journalists is part of the rights in the constitution," she said.
"To talk about human rights is every individual's fundamental right, it is not something that you talk about when authorities let you, and that you do not talk about when authorities do not agree," she said.
Then she glanced to her right, a fearful expression on her face as someone walked towards her.
"They're coming, they're coming, I have to go," she explained, and then ran back into her block of flats.
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周五中国异见人士曾金燕表示她打算继续大胆发表人权言论但害怕自己和狱中的丈夫遭到恐吓，后者获提名本年度诺贝尔和平奖。
曾金燕从北京BOBO自由城三楼的公寓静悄悄地走下楼来，对法新社记者表示：“我想我不会放弃进一步的努力”。
“但有时候我很犹豫”“我下不了决心因为完全不清楚即将面临的危险”“没人知道会发生什么”。
25岁的曾金燕一直用互联网博客来反击中国方面对她丈夫胡佳的拘留和后来的被判入狱。
35岁的胡佳一直被视为诺贝尔和平奖的大热门,不过周五挪威的诺贝尔委员会将该奖项授予了芬兰和平调停人Martti Ahtisaari.
曾金燕清楚地知道她一直处于监视之中，因此在公寓后门背后的交谈过程中她始终很紧张。曾金燕对发表言论充满恐惧但表示仍需要为中国的人权而继续斗争。
“很多人都害怕出来说话。我也不得不努力克服恐惧感。但如果我们不对人权保持严肃的态度的话，最终的结果将更可怕”。
“特别是现在我们有孩子，得为他们考虑。考虑到下一代，我真地不希望我的孩子和我过上一样的生活”。
曾金燕一直被以一种非官方的家庭监禁方式和11月大的女儿软禁在公寓里。
在八月的北京奥运会期间，曾金燕被权威部门带到海滨城市大连16天，明显是为了防止她采取行动破坏中国的奥运会形象。
胡佳四月被控颠覆罪判入狱三年零六个月，缘起他使用博客、邮件和接受外国记者采访等形式强调了中国各种各样的人权滥用情况。
他针对政府滥用职权、破坏环境以及艾滋病患者困境组织过抗议活动，但中国政府坚持宣称他是个罪犯。
曾金燕采访过程中不停地左顾右盼，胡佳被提名和平奖令她担忧，并表示为是否继续人权斗争而进行过思想斗争。
她说当局曾经告诉过她要是她行为不端，胡佳在监狱里就没好日子过。
“但宪法也赋予我权利，接受记者的采访就是我权利的一部分”。
“讨论人权是每个公民最基本的权利，不应该是当局允许你讨论的才能讨论，当局不允许的就不讨论”。
说完她朝右边看了看，当有人朝这边走过来的时候她的脸上露出恐惧的表情。
“有人来了，有人来了，我得走了”说完匆匆跑进了她的公寓。
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